Sunday, August 2, 2009

Meditating in the Rain


I am part of a meditation group that meets on Sundays to meditate in the open. We meditate under a large tree near the entrance of the beautiful Maymont Park in Richmond, Virginia.
Meditating here is a delight, and a chance to commune with nature. This well landscaped park is far from the sounds of the modern world, and immersed in nature. Maymont is picturesque: covered in large trees, shrubs and wild flowers, it even has its own waterfall. As we explore ourselves in meditation, nature explores us too. Curious birds come up close or whizz past. The sun shines down through the leaves. And insects attempt to get food by biting us (too bad there's insect repellant!). And then there's the ever present orchestra of leaves rustling in the wind, birds chirping, and the occasional child's laughter in the distance.
Its no wonder that we have interesting experiences in meditation here.

But today was different still. As we settled into meditation, rain clouds came in. About 20 minutes into the meditation, the sun was gone, and it started to rain.
Weather.com had warned us, and we had come prepared with umbrellas. But in our meditation, nobody felt the urge to hold up an umbrella. As the rain drops fell on us, we continued to meditate. Today, the rain was just another element of nature to us. The light touch of rain was an object of meditation today, and not a distraction. And meditating with the rain was a joy today! So all of us sat there, not resisting - instead, watching.

At the end of our 40 minute meditation the rain passed. Lightly wet - we discussed our experience in today's meditation. And once again, as we spoke, the rain fell on us. But this time too nobody bolted for cover.
The rain was just accepted. A part of nature, and a part of life. Something in our meditation had opened us to the possibility of exposing ourselves to this element of nature we would typically avoid. Today, it seemed, we had communed some more with nature, and as a result, felt some more peace.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Adios Addictions

I'm an addict.

This realization dawned, when I found myself ready to sleep anytime, and wishing for sleep.

Googling 'sleep addiction', I confirmed my fears.

Trying to be more cognizant of my addictions, I decided to watch myself. Lo and behold - I soon found several addictions I was unaware of!

While it wasn't alcohol, I found I'm also addicted to surfing the internet, and TV. These addictions, eat away my time and keep me from being productive.
Being in my twenties, these keep me from being productive, or spending time in activities I want to do. Not the nicest situation.

Since I'd rather do something about this, I have decided to go for my own deaddiction regimen.

1. No sleep anytime except night, and only 8 hours of sleep at that.
2. No wandering aimlessly on the internet - get on, do my work and log off.
3. Stay completely celibate.

All three need willpower to keep off, and I'd try to fill in with something productive I can get done - so I don't fall into a new addiction (computer games did start creeping up).

My mind protests to no end for these stimulants - but when the wave passes, I sense a peace.

I plan to keep this up for some time. I don't have a deadline in mind. Let's see where this leads, how I feel.
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Rising early


Steve Pavlina talks of his struggle to wake early.

Mine has been one of reducing my sleep. I used to follow the school of thought, that the body asks for the sleep it needs. I also had a partner who wouldn't let me sleep at all.
Both extremes, I have found, are hurtful.

I have decided to give a shot to Steve Pavlina's recommendation: Sleep when sleepy, but awake at a fixed time.

Let's see how this goes.

Monday, June 22, 2009


Life is Consciousness.
- Emmet Fox

Monday, June 1, 2009

Silence...


If the mind is confused - sometimes its best to be quiet and stop spreading the confusion.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Makes sense?

I'd rather read the lines, than between them.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

My Experiments with Truth







While I continue to experiment with truth, this I can say:

The way of truth needs you to be fearless.
Also, patient and tolerant.

In return, truth makes you fearless and makes your life effortless.

With truth on your side,
you need fear noone,
and truth does not let you down.

Truth is a great ally.